I Also Want You to Know(KH; AU) Roxiri crack

[YaminoMiko]

Disclaimer: I do not own anything.

Notes: Yes, this is a Roxiri fic. If you don't like it, read something else.

I Also Want You to Know

It was a lovely Wednesday and Roxas sat under the shade, staring at the school field, watching all the freshmen running the lap and exiting the track to play basketball. He remembered that happening during his freshman year. It was the best year ever with Kairi.

Always smiling…always laughing…but now anymore.

“I hate you.”

“I’m sorry it didn’t work out.”

“See ya later, loser.”

He was betrayed. His friends and the one he loved the most betrayed him.

12:40 PM

Lunch was almost over and Roxas began climbing the twenty-yard fence with a tight rope in hand.

“I don’t love you,” Kairi’s voice echoed.

Those words hurt Roxas a lot.

He was crushed.

Shattered.

Broken.

He cried that weekend.

Monday: Roxas and Kairi avoided each other all day. The news about the couples spread like wild fire. It rained that day. Roxas walked him drenched in rain. His brother, Sora was sick that day.

Tuesday: Roxas left a message on Kairi’s cell phone. He never knew Kairi turned her cell off all day that day. It was still raining. Roxas didn’t bring his umbrella again. This time, he did it on purpose.

Wednesday: It was a bright and sunny day. Nobody was happy that day. All the students were in their fifth period class room. A lock down was going on and the students weren’t stupid when the vice principal said there is a medical problem going on.

A student died, but they don’t know who it is exactly.

Kairi sat down at her seat like all the other students in silence. Balloons were up; they were suppose to celebrate their teacher’s birthday today to thank her for everything this year. Spring Break was next week and a lot of students would be out of town to celebrate her birthday.

Kairi wasn’t worried about the birthday. She couldn’t help the but feel dread due to the fact Roxas wasn’t here. She saw him during her band class being his old self again after their breakup on Saturday.

She saw him smiling…smiling an empty smile.

It wasn’t long till her cell rang.

“Hello?” Kairi answered. She heard sobbing at the end of the other line.

“Kairi…” it was Sora’s voice. Some students turned to Kairi’s direction, listening to her call.

“What is it? Are you all right?” she asked.

“It’s about the guy…” Sora began. Kairi bit her lip.

“W-who was it?” she asked. Inwardly, she knew whom Sora was about to say, but she needed to make sure. Sora broke down at the other end of the line.

“I-it my brother, Kairi. I-it’s Roxas! H-he hu-hung himself!” Sora cried at the other end. Kairi listened to Sora cried for several moments before hanging up on him. She felt tears forming. She could hear other students crying already. She then saw the voice mail.

It was from Roxas. She opened it and listened.

“Hello? Kairi?” Roxas’ voice said. “I’ve been thinking a lot lately and I just want you to know I won’t be coming in for fifth and sixth period tomorrow. You’ll know why by then.” Roxas’ voice lowered to a whisper. “And I also wanted to say…”

Kairi’s tears fell on the desk.

“I hate you too.”

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Author’s notes: It was inspired for me to write this because today April 12, 2006; A student from my school committed suicide by hanging himself at the end of second lunch, before fifth period.

Hardly anybody notice that life is the most precious thing they have and they never notice till they’re gone.

Ironic, he died on a beautiful day after the two days of raining.

May his soul rest in peace. I pray that his family will get through this. I want to say the same for his friends.

I told you Crazy, I am stupid.
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[Featherdust]

Wow.

Short, but quite powerful, especially the very last line. You'd think he would say something kind/heroic before killing himself, as that's the typical type of message those leave. You ended it with just the opposite, and for some reason, it gave it a lot of feeling.

I'm sorry for what happened to the guy at your school. Suicide is not something easily discussed or dealt with- or even easily commited. There is no excuse for ending your own life. It's an act of selfishness, no matter what 'reason' there was. Because of his action, now all of his stresses and sorrow will be laid upon those he cared about. You're absolutely right; no one realizes life is so precious until it suddenly slips from their fingers.

Wonderful job.
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[YaminoMiko]

Yes, it was hard writing this. I was at a point of crying in one point.

The person who died planned this since Febuary. Many tried to help him but he rejected all of it.

The mods/ admins might or will delete this comment(since they have the power to do so) but here's what I'm gonna say:

It takes balls to kill yourself, but it takes more balls to go on living.

.... -_-;
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[Featherdust]

Indeed. XD

I bet I could've talked some sense into that boy. I've experienced suicide firsthand... and trust me, it's completely traumitizing. I feel sorry for the people who had to witness him do such a thing, and for all of the people who have to deal with this. Why'd he do it in the first place?
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[YaminoMiko]

I need to find the article.

From what my teacher said, his girlfriend broke up. They've been together for 4 years, both are seniors soon to-be-graduates. But since the beginning of the school year, they have been arguing.

His girlfriend wants to break up but he said he'll kill himself if she leaves, she stay and everything worsens.

My geometry teacher and another teacher tried to talk to him only to be lashed back. He did apologize a week and a half later.

He was sent to a psyke ward for 72 hours on homecoming, it didn't work out.

Also, a week and half ago, he began giving his stuff away: the final stage of suicide before they kill themselves.

Then he just went on with the show. It was my teacher who identified his body. They were good friends, and her last image of him was him hanging.
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[Kitty-Chan]

Yikes. This was truly a heartfelt story. I have nothing else to say; you've managed to render me quite bereft of words.
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